the overdose that left me parched

my new mind is carved out of wood. never focused, always adaptable, everywhere and no where at once. tackling all complex subjects from me as a child, all the way to me in the future, with a few Dr Steve Brule style heath tips in there just for fun.
my new mind can write, but it is not heat resistant. more often than not its a little burned out.
i don't want to write. i just want to lay down. i sit and put my new mind in the lowest gear and we cruise along as i drift to dreams of oceans made of my favourite soft drinks and tropical fruit juices.
the doogie howser md theme song hurts my new mind. something so shrill and electronic has no business pasing through such a natural contraption. stil i see neil patrick harris at his computer now, struggling to understand the lesson he leared from this most recent "episode" in his life. my new mind plays a simpler and raw song while i search for my lesson.
,... today i felt like the only man on earth....... then i realized,
i was simply the luckiest.